super late I know (about incoming songs)

Btw, I know I posted that I will be posting more songs even if they are draft/freestyle :( To be honest, I don't think I can do it right now since most of them are very personal to me and for some, I…

beat1 - pursuing music

Been learning music production (by creating). This like my 4th beat (since I started to learn seriously) :P Not complete, but I really like the simplicity of this + I was able to make it in less than…

chess

blitz are quite fun

sad day

aside from my laptop dying... I feel like I'm not trusted at work anymore I'm jealous I want to also go to events another country but, the opportunity was given to someone else didn't even know about…

won't forget you

my laptop is dying the laptop I worked so hard to get the first laptop that I bought with my own money the first laptop I own, where I can play games without any fps drop the laptop that gave me…

90 (Duolingo)

kekekeke

Lost and Found

so good...I cried

75 (Duolingo)

keke

never mind

fck love I'll settle idc if no one loves me till I die AND I won't give my love to just anyone fck u all I'll learn to love myself first if you are not worthy then u can fck off you won't get any…

love me

love me someone please love me please, I want to feel love

songs incoming...

welp fck it, I'mma post my no edit and retake recent freestyle songs lolll...I actually listen to them as a playlist hahahaha. order is probably from happy to sad? tho iirc, the first song I made for…

nakakasawa na

ilang beses na kinalimutan nanaman yng usapan di na tlga siguro ako mag titiwala sa puro salita kahit sino pa yan :) nakakatamad lng eh aalis tlga ako dito sa amin todo ipon lng hirap na eh wala ng…

67 (Duolingo)

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comics???

I'm thinking if I should try creating short webcomics then put them here. I can't really draw so I don't know how it will work lol The most I can do is a face and even that is not really good. But…

What to do?

Turns out, I'm really lost... I want to chase my dreams but here I am stuck in a 9-6 job. And the sad thing is, I like the field of my job. But the task for the job itself? Nope, maybe I actually…

lower my expectations

Hearing a notification I was so excited Who could possibly message me this late at night except you But, well oh well... I expected too much I got ahead of myself Thinking you care about me Where in…

paramdam

jsjtrkjafjkgkfks nag paramdam nanaman yng crush ko kagabi 😭 na hindi ko na nakakausap... nasa labas ako with friends tapos biglang pag tingin ko sa phone ko eh may chat sya sa discord 🫪 pero nakapag…

notdead

btw I'm not dead lol. will post some update later. I'm just tired and sad rn (I started working again this month)

Extraordinary Attorney Woo Episode 7

Mfer, I just cried T_T. The scene where she revealed that she is her daughter T_T. Acting so good!!! Screenplay so good!!!

Park Eun Bin

Park Eun Bin range and acting skills are really top notch! Currently watching "Extraordinary Attorney Woo". She's now one of my favourite actor :D

is it wrong?

Is it wrong to be attracted to someone so easily? It's not that I'm not loyal (I'm single lol); I'm just easily amaze by a person's good behaviour. I'm already a young adult, yet most of the time I…

spookyinlove

spooky in love good! can't wait to finish it this weekend :D

potential

I think I have a potential to be great but I'm wasting it right now :( So need to be a better person...be more productive... focus in what actually matters. In the future, when I look back to this…

storyboard

I just realized I haven't tried doing a storyboard. Right now, I have my potential first short screenplay, then I'm gonna try to make a storyboard for it. I suck at drawing though especially angles,…

urge

Time to time, I feel the urge to forget everything else and pursue art/music/filmmaking :( But, life is not so easy. I have no one to rely on and I did not come from a rich background... As such, I'm…

Duolingo update

grindgrindgrind

ordinaryo

wala sa plano ang pag daan mo sa aking paningin kahit na segundo lamang ang tinagal kahit gilid at likod mo lng ang nakita ko kontento na... at habang ako'y patuloy na nahuhulog paliit ka ng paliit…

buhay pa naman

update: buhay pa ako hahahaha pero may sakit ako ngayon :( tapos, hindi parin ako makalakad ng maayos...

eto na ata :(

ang sakit ng paa ko :( natatakot ako matulog...baka di na ako magising haha di ko alam if makakahabol pa paturok mamaya sana makahabol, ayaw ko pang mamatay eh

When I die

Imagine mamatay ako ng ganito nalang hahahaha Wag naman sana pero di ko mapigilan isipin yng possibilidad Shittt Andami ko pang gustong gawin... Paano na yng pag support ko kay GYJ T_T Welp, it is…

I, THE EXECUTIONER (Veteran Sequel)

As expected, it's a good movie :)

Ikaw ang may-akda kung kailan ang aking kaarawan

Maari ba? Tignan mo ako kung paano ka tumingin sa mga damit sa ukayan Hawakan mo at higpitan, na para bang isa akong bata na ayaw mong mawalay sa'yong bisig At kung sakaling, hindi ko na mapigil ang…

dirtyroom

It's getting harder for me to focus and I think one of the reason is my "dirty" room lol. Gonna super clean my room before August. I'm thinking of moving a lot of stuffs I don't need to a separate…

My dearest

"I don't understand it either." "Why does my heart race...whenever I see you?" - my dearest

wish

I wish that everyone important to me becomes successful. Happy. I also wish that at least one person is rooting for me. I don't really need a lot...one is already many.

lost

I'm so lost... How do I become successful??? Tbh, I don't need a lot of money. Small house. Small garden. My instruments. My books. A laptop to browse the internet. Tools to draw/paint. That's it.…

yippiee

hirap makatulog babad nanaman ako sa screen gumawa na ako ng bagong Chrome profile then pinalitan ko yng YT language ng Korean tapos nag set up na ako ng Anki hahahaha bumili ako ng deck (KO1K) then…

melazy

how to fix my laziness??? I'm shit tbh

schedule?

change of plans I will start to schedule my days later after work will probably delete all unnecessary stuffs in my devices I'm gonna continue to write and learn Korean not sure about my other…

alone

at the end of the day it's only I who can help get what I want sadly... I confirmed this today I would be lying if I tell you that I wasn't expecting a different answer it is what it is no help just…

cringe?

I read somewhere... To be cringe Is To be free

To Whom It May Concern

I was thinking about this... will someone ever discover this site? I guess I don't really know I don't mention this anywhere else and I don't have any social media presence so... chance os very…

learning Korean

I'm gonna seriously learn Korean... Currently only doing duolingo but will branch out since I think duolingo alone won't really cut it All of this So I can buy a Korean script book lolll I really…

adulting

I'm having a hard time with this thing called "adulting" but I need to remember I'm super lucky to have this kind of life yet I'm taking it for granted... time to time I need to remind myself there…

songs/screenplay where

I have a lot of songs in my phone but I made them on the spot still thinking if I should just upload them as is or record them again and improve leaning towards just uploading though as for the…

ideaaa

since I like watching stuffs especially romance/comedy I will probably add a section for stuffs I've watched review them? maybe. idk yet for now I'm thinking of using it to only keep track of things…

sigh

how I wish that I can just quit my job I will write poems and songs for you all day but... reality sucks I don't even have enough savings emergency funds nada I'm stuck at deciding between pursuing…

Hopelessly devoted to you

I want to quit my job and stay at home I don't want to go outside and I'm not a fan of talking to people I just want to look at you all day...everyday for the rest of my life A hopeless romantic

someone

must be nice... to have someone that laughs at your jokes like how Ae-Bong laughs at Cho Seok's manhwa

no life

what is life without my crush Go Youn-Jung

buang

hirap makatulog need ko makita ulit yng crush ko GYJ

I'm a loser

you knowwwww kauuwi ko lng galing sa inuman si Go Youn Jung agad nasa isip ko...

sun

uncomfy...

sat

pregame...

duolingo

hehe

hangover

Hangover Yet the first thing I look for Is your picture in the wall Image in the monitor Go Youn Jung You really have me in the palm of your hands

alak?

may aya nanaman wala pa Biyernes... may pasok pa naman bukas -_- pero trip ko din pumunta kay ilang linggo na din simula ng huling inom ko. malaman nalang kung makakapasok ako ng maayos bukas :P

sigh

work again...*sigh*

resident playbook

Currently at episode 4. I'm liking it very much. I'll probably continue watching this until 9 AM...so no sleep till work lol T_T

I hate my job?

I want to do a lot of things But I'm stuck in a 9-6 job My family is not rich so I'm not really given a leeway Watch movies Direct movies Write a novel Write a screenplay Write songs Draw portraits…

gusto mo?

hoy bago ka mag sabi ng mga gusto mo baguhin mo muna yang sarili mo galaw galaw na tandaan mo hindi sapat ang kinikita mo sa trabaho para jan sa mga gusto mo at isa pa alagaan mo din ang iyong…

gusto ko

gusto ko ng bahay gusto ko ng hardin gusto ko ng hindi kalakihang kwarto gusto ko ng espasyo para sa mga papel, lapis at instrumento ko gusto ko makatulog ng mahimbing gusto ko magising at bumangon…

I'm not illiterate

No. I'm not illiterate I studied grammar I 'm quite confident talking in English Hwever! wwTh you' I does"nt know? I stops thenking's: instid; I pully trusted my feeling, No care for correct words,…

Panapos

Ang buhay na wala ka Ay buhay na walang kwenta Samantalang Ang buhay na wala ako Ay buhay na walang pag babago Ang hirap pala talagang itabi ng maralitang kagaya ko Sa ubod ng ganda na tulad mo Kaya…

hindi na maari

Ano'ng silbi ng kumot kung hindi naman ikaw ang katabi? Para saan ang pag luto kung sa labas ka naman kakain? Hindi ko maintindihan takbo ng utak mo... Kasabay ng panahon Nag bago na din ba ang isip…