What to do?

Turns out, I'm really lost...
I want to chase my dreams but here I am stuck in a 9-6 job.
And the sad thing is, I like the field of my job.
But the task for the job itself?
Nope, maybe I actually hate it.
This is not for me, so I need to do my best to get out of this.

I'm kind of regretting being a lavish person...
I have no savings right now.
I have about $65 overall...

Stupid right?
I agree that I'm fucking stupid!
Well, nothing I can do except do better now...
Fuck ordering food everyday!
Fuck subscriptions to things I don't even really use!
Fuck me!!!
Irresponsible piece of shit!!!!!!

Welp, that's it!