lost

I'm so lost...
How do I become successful???

Tbh, I don't need a lot of money.
Small house.
Small garden.
My instruments.
My books.
A laptop to browse the internet.
Tools to draw/paint.

That's it. Enough for me.

But mennn...
A small house and a small garden seems so out of reach.
I did the math and it seems impossible.

I'm running out of time.

Must focus!