urge

Time to time, I feel the urge to forget everything else and pursue art/music/filmmaking :(
But, life is not so easy.
I have no one to rely on and I did not come from a rich background...

As such, I'm forced to continue working a 9-6 job.
It's not like I super hate my job, it's just that I don't enjoy the tasks anymore.
I don't have the leisure to waste the opportunity, especially since the "job" might not exist in the future (yes bcuz of AI).
So right now, I don't think I can stop and resign...

I will try to find a way to be self-employed. I don't care if my monthly income is less than my current salary, as long as I escape this 9-6 job and have enough to get the "essentials" to live, I'm okay with it.